Another semi-sleepless night again, not as bad as the other night.
Then, I didn't want to get up this morning.
Feel like I've been hit by a Mack truck. I'm not sure why.
My mind racing instead of sleeping is not a physical thing.
Maybe it's a mental, hit by a truck, feeling.
Who knows.
Such is life.
I know I have no control over it.
As soon as I really accept that.
Maybe that's when I'll sleep well again.
Accept the way things are.
Get busy living or get busy dying.
Stop wishing your life away.....
I know how to say all of the right things.
I just need to start living those truths, huh?
Sometimes life throws you a curve ball and it's great.
And sometimes life throws you another curve ball that you wish you could throw back.
But, I forced myself out of bed this morning.
Made my coffee (bright spot) and then my normal routine.
Looked for emails, checked out the news and sports.
Skipped a morning walk, I'm not awake yet and it is already gross out.
Sat down to write here.
Then wondered if I should do so?, in my less than "up" mood that I've been in for the last week.
Screw it.
This is me.
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