Not a Journal

I missed day 5, for the gratitude challenge.
Oh well.

Someone mentioned they thought this was a online journal or something.
It's not.
Just someplace to share my thoughts.
Even though I mostly feel like I talk to myself here.
I still think it helps.
To relieve some stress.
I generally hold it all inside of me.
The last few years, it's been making its way out.
I don't know, maybe it's hormones :)
But I've changed. 
I used to feel emotionless.
Now I can't stop the emotions and wonder at people who feel no emotion.


A silent, still water.
A single raindrop hits the surface.
You see the ripple.
So quiet.
What can be so beautiful?
The sound as the drop hits.
The ripple as it grows....
Expanding outward.
Covering the surface.
And another drop.
Peaceful.
Quiet.
Mesmerizing.
I close my eyes.
And fall into the abyss.